Update

Awhile ago I said my Status is

not really back yet. That "pretty bolt of lightning" that got my Friend Alan finally got around to me.

Yesterday I said my Status is

still smack in the middle of multi-dimensional implosion/explosion, letting go of letting go of letting go, falling into the singularity of Being. Nothing Else

Yesterday I also said:

I feel an urge to explain that I kinda fell down the rabbithole into Wonderland and have been mostly nonfunctional in all areas of my life, starting several weeks ago. It's a highly beneficial spiritual process, but in the short run, disruptive on every level.

And in this moment I say 

I exaggerated my disruption. An external observer would notice very little disruption except for amount of downtime. She walks, she talks, she types, she shops, she is not in jail or a hospital, nor in significant pain.  Right now I am aware that my embodiment has been lovingly and with extreme carefulness by my Larger Self calibrated as to what it could handle--physically, emotionally, mentally, socially-- in any moment, and that amount never exceeded. And it's only on that shaky edge because I am not the slow patient type.... I always want changes to be finished yesterday.....

What's the change? I'd say there's been a quantum leap in the previously-more-gradual process by which I the embodiment am being rebuilt from (at least) the bio-electrical level on up, without the capacity for illusion of separation. That multi-lifetime capacity was a gift, a voluntary project, a special creation, and it's over. And I ain't the only kernel of corn popping in the planetary pan, these days.

Some moments I could talk for hours about the process, saying what's similar and what's different for me, from what others have reported. Other moments, I literally can't get my jaw open to say anything; there is nothing to be said anymore. I gather that's a common experience. I don't know how much or what there will be to say, further along. Different from what I would have said, for sure. Glad to attempt to answer any questions.... And being a writer, I am likely to write again.... LOL....

I think this is called Being the Change....   LOL.....